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Final Thoughts (Dominican Republic Project)

September 17, 2013 | Posted in 2013, Dominican Republic, Summer Projects, UF | By

Although it has been a couple of months since our return from the rural village of El Llano, it seems like just yesterday we were riding

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Sabrozzi’s grand opening

down to the city via guagua to gather materials for the bakery business. Reflecting upon our project, we can really see the progress made.

To help the community, we focused our efforts on two different projects, the computer literacy

classes and the bakery business.

Before our arrival, the bakery business was merely an idea shared by some of the young women in the village. None of the girls knew how to bake, let alone carry out a successful small business. Through our business coaching and with a couple of baking lessons, Sabrozzi took off. They catered for the preschool graduation, and after we left, for the student center’s summer class lunches.

We also taught computer literacy classes and focused on teaching our students the uses of Microsoft Office including Word, PowerPoint, and Excel. In their final assignment, our students were able to apply their skills by constructing a professional resume. The computer literacy classes also aided the bakery business. They are now able to calculate their budget and profits through the use of spreadsheets.

We have kept in touch with some of the bakery’s members. Despite a decrease in its employees, Sabrozzi is still going strong. The people who really want to make the business successful are doing so and carrying out their vision.


As they say in a song that became our Domincan Anthem, “Yo no se ingles pero te digo bye

Jackie and Alexis

The bakers

The Sabrozzi Bakers


“The GuaGua Makes Me Free”

May 31, 2013 | Posted in 2013, Dominican Republic, Summer Projects, UF | By

Our Dominican adventure is coming to a close and I could not be prouder of our group and what we have accomplished since we have been here. This week we finished our computer course with the advanced class which included Microsoft Word, PowerPoint, and Excel. Their final projects, featuring elements of all these programs, our almost complete and this Friday we will have a little graduation party for them which is really exciting. The beginners just finished making their professional resumes and learned PowerPoint. Some of them even gave their first presentations. It was really awesome to see our students put what they have learned to use. Our team has also finished making a 50 page complete Microsoft Office Tutorial in Spanish which we intend to leave to our students and a Mother’s Wish Foundation so that they can continue to teach others computer literacy once we are gone. It is also our hope that this book can be used on future Nourish projects as a guide to teaching computer literacy in the third world.

What’s more, we have almost completely finished our business training. The managers are now trained in Microsoft Excel for business use and things in the kitchen are running very smoothly. This past weekend, Sabrozzi sold many of their baked goods to local colmados in the area. This Monday they came to the center and were baking away for the many orders they received over the Mother’s day weekend! It’s truly inspiring to see the members of the business take such an initiative and gain recognition for it throughout their local community. We also recently went on our final shopping venture for the bakery. We purchased a fridge, baking equipment, baking pans, and enough ingredients to make many recipes. So, with a fully stocked kitchen and newly trained managers/kitchen staff our team has done everything we can to set Sabrozzi up for success.

While the members of Sabrozzi were out marketing their products, our Nourish team decided to embark on a cross country adventure across the island. We left early Friday morning and spent the day in the nation’s capital, Santo Domingo. While we were there we visited the very first Catholic Church in the Western Hemisphere. It was the most breath taking church I have ever been in. The history and architectural detail was truly breath taking. What made it even cooler is that Christopher Columbus’ body was buried right underneath! We also visited the national palace, the seed of the Dominican government and saw remnants of the old fort right on the beach. We had a little taste America at the Hard Rock Café and enjoyed a walk through the city’s colonial center. The next morning we awoke to journey to the most beautiful beach I have ever seen in my life in Punta Cana, located in the horn of the island. The water was truly breath taking, and the culture completely different from any other part of the island. It was truly awesome experience I’m sure no one in our group will forget.

As our last week here comes to an end, we are just finishing up some final training with the business and celebrating the end of a very successful trip to the Dominican Republic. Until next post, Hasta Luego!


Success, Sosua, and Sunburn

May 22, 2013 | Posted in 2013, Dominican Republic, Summer Projects, UF | By

We have been here only for two and a half  weeks and we already have done so much! This week we not only started but finished our classes on Microsoft Word. Initially we were concerned about how long it would take for the students to learn these skills considering some were not even familiar with keys on the keyboard. To our surprise, most caught on to the basics like formatting font relatively quickly. To finish off the class we had our students work on their final project which consisted of creating a professional resume.Awilda making her resume It was truly exciting to see students implement the very skills that you taught them in their own projects.
This past weekend was full of accomplishments for everyone. A Mother’s Wish has a preschool for 3 and 4 year old’s and their graduation was this past Saturday. To commemorate their achievement I embarked on a project of my own designing a mural for the graduates of this year and those to come. This mural of a “unity tree”,while it’s still a work in progress, was revealed at the graduation. The students got to put up leaves with their names on them to symbolically represent the growth of the Lynn Barta Academy community.Unity Tree In other news, the group from the bakery was given the opportunity to cater this event and supplied the graduates and their families with a cup of natural fruit juice and an assortment of pastries. They sold out and even had orders put in for banana bread and cookies.Sabrozzi's first sale Seeing as mother’s day is coming up here in the Dominican Republic we thought it would be a great idea for the bakery to make a special mother’s day sale in the community.
After the graduation, our Nourish team decided to take a bit of a break through a weekend excursion. We traveled to the beautiful beach of Sosua via guagua (a small and crowded kind of bus) and immersed ourselves in sun and waves. It was a nice way to relax and de-stress so we can return and continue working the way we do. The beautiful beach of Sosua
Until next post!

Gringos en la Selva

May 13, 2013 | Posted in 2013, Dominican Republic, Summer Projects, UF | By

We have been in the Dominican Republic for about a week now and there are already so many stories to tell and so much work we have started! Our first night here we stayed in a beautiful house in the mountains. You wouldn’t even realize you left home unless you looked outside and saw that you were actually in the middle of nowhere starring blindly at the mountain tops. It wasn’t until the next day that our real third world experience would begin.


The next afternoon we were introduced to El Llano, the small, rural village in the mountain tops where we would spending the majority of our time for the next six weeks. The people of this small, but proud village are extremely humble and don’t have much to offer, but give whatever they can. We were later greeted by our host families in the homes we would be living in for our time here in the Dominican Republic. Jackie and I were greeted at the door of a small wooden house with hot food on the stove by a women named Mercedes. She proudly exclaimed that her house was our house and that she would be our new Dominican mother. Even without our first world conveniences, we have never felt unwelcome in Mercedes’ home which is something Jackie and I are truly grateful for. However, we soon realized that that the real challenges would present themselves the next day when our work with the people of El Llano began.


Our work here consists of two main parts: successfully start a bakery with the women of the community and teach computer literacy skills to all the young people as well as how to operate Microsoft Word, PowerPoint, and Excel for professional use. On the side we help teach English classes and assist with whatever pre-school activities Rita and Diego (the coordinators of a Mother’s Wish Foundation) need help with. At first we had no idea what to expect from any of the activities, however the challenges we will face presented themselves almost instantly. While extremely motivated to open a bakery, the women of EL Llano have never baked a day in their lives. To make matters even more difficult, none of them have any knowledge of or how to calculate, revenue, profit, and overhead costs. While this may seem discouraging, the five of us are extremely dedicated to properly training everyone involved with the bakery and hopefully we will be able to reach our goal of starting production by week three. The computer classes came with their own set of unique challenges, the main one being that everybody we are attempting to teach are on completely different levels. Some students know how to type and operate the basic functions of Microsoft word, while others did not even know how to use the space bar of a keyboard. We have attempted to solve this problem by splitting the classes up into three levels (advanced, intermediate, and beginner) and assigning different lessons for each level. Hopefully all goes well next week.


Finally, our trip hasn’t been all work and no play. We have had some rather interesting experiences on our Dominican adventure. Alcohol is really big in this country, and when I say big I mean it. There has not been not one recreational event that we have been to where Presidente (the national beer) and Brugal (the national rum) have not been readily available. Cock fighting, baseball games, and parties featuring local tipico music are just a sample of the various activities we have taken part in. On Saturday night we decided to take a night off and go to a party in the woods. We had such a good time dancing to the local music. It was a really good way for us to bond as a team.


Anyways, I’m sure we will have plenty more stories to tell next week. I have uploaded a few photos of Mercedes’ house and the computer classes! Until next week, hasta luego!


T-Minus 24 Hours

May 7, 2013 | Posted in 2013, Dominican Republic, Summer Projects, UF | By

Just think: at this same time tomorrow my friends and I will be merely minutes from reaching our destination airport of Santiago, Dominican Republic and starting our adventure.
At the thought of this, my mind flashes back to all the progress we, as a group, have made at UF. This is the project that our Nourish Chapter has been working all year for. Venture after venture, we have fund raised. We have stood in the hot sun raffling off Ultra Tickets, walked all over campus putting up flyers for the valentine’s day carnation sale and now, finally, we are going to see our funds at action.

Initially, our chapter was unsure if we were going to have enough people to go on our project. We have a small chapter and an even smaller amount of people that can go on the trip. So it was surprising to find out that not only did we get enough people to go, we even have a person joining us from another school! Alexis, Carlos, Billy, Jordan and I are all attending this project and are going to have to work together to get things done. Lesson plans have to be made. Activities have to be planned. For some of us, Spanish must be learned. There is a lot to do in 6 weeks but I’m confident that we will manage.

Until next post!

Impact and Growth

August 10, 2012 | Posted in 2012, Guatemala, NC State, Summer Projects, UF | By





Nicol, Katie C., Tisa, and I have returned; Back to our towns, back to our jobs, back to our friends, back to our school, back to our lives. We are exposed to the same amenities that we have enjoyed for years-asphalt roads, quality public education, shopping centers, a honest police force, a government accountable for its actions, the high social mobility that comes with living in the United States. Yet the abrupt realization that these things are, indeed, amenities becomes apparent to us. Comprehending that we were born on a pedestal, and were not even aware of it until so recently. I choose the word pedestal to exaggerate the extensive advantage we have on the quest for success than almost everyone else in the world. This fact, to me, brings a burden. A burden that I welcome. A burden that I need. A burden that I will put absolutly everything that I possess into countermanding. I will not only reach my goals, I will smash them and then set new, higher, more ambitious ones. We will change lives, we will provide opportunity. There is absolutly no excuse to not work hard. That would not only be letting myself down, but the endless amount of lives that I have the power to positively affect.

All this makes me wonder why. Why? Why are there more than a billion people in the world living in extreme poverty, yet I was born into the second most wealthy county in the United States of America? We did absolutly nothing different, I am no better than them. We are equal. Did I win some type of random lottery? Was I luckier? I did nothing to earn my spot here, I do not understand why I possess it. It makes no sense to me at all… Needless to say, I am no closer to an answer. I do know that I have a responsibility, down to my core, to improve the world. I have so much power, with hard work I can be part of a growing student movement-Nourish International. Nourish International WILL have a large hand in eradicating extreme global poverty. I, as a student, am at the center of this movement.


Nicol, Katie C., Tisa and I have been shooting around emails ever since we got back. We are working harder than ever to grow Nourish International UF. We will get members. We will take advantage of our wealth of knowledge to come up with the most successful ventures. We will look to see what our campus wants and needs. We will use the money generated from these ventures to fund another project, to impact another community, to change more lives of people now, and of generations to come.

Katie Faughnan


Seeing Results.

June 6, 2012 | Posted in 2012, Guatemala, NC State, UF | By

Hello everyone!

I haven’t been able to write on this blog because there have been so many other things to keep up with! Not only do I write on this blog, but I also have a personal blog in which I write some personal thoughts on my experiences here in Guatemala. I also recently bought a beautifully hand-crafted journal in Antigua that I am trying to put to use and write down some everyday, random thoughts of my travel experiences. It’s a lot of writing to keep up with and although I don’t write the same things in all blogs it still gets kind of confusing trying to remember whether or not I’m repeating myself! Anyways, today was by far the best day I have had here in Guatemala and I think I can speak for the rest of the girls when I say this. We all woke up a bit tired since we stayed up talking about our plans for Nourish International in the upcoming semester. I have never been so excited to be part of something so meaningful and empowering and I really hope that we can reach a lot more people this upcoming year. We spent exactly SIX hours after dinner discussing our plans and opportunities for the club this upcoming year. We bounced ideas off each other all night, it was like a super intense six hour ping- pong game where we came up with ways in which we can amp up our club meetings and the ventures we conduct around campus. We all got so excited and sent out tons of emails contacting people that would want to be part of the growth process that Nourish International will experience this upcoming year.

So, we got ready for a regular day at work except for the fact that we got stuck in traffic for about 2 hours because of some accident/ student strike that broke out on our way to Potter’s House! It was crazy because there were people running around in the streets and drivers going over sidewalks trying to escape the traffic. So after going over the sidewalk we were on our way to work! Today we got to teach the women from the beauty salon class, and originally we were gonna do a lesson on revision and reiteration of their marketing plans and financial plans but, we decided to change this last minute and  talk about how to be an innovator. While on this trip I read Steve Jobs’s biography and I absolutely enjoyed all 600 pages of it (even though most people were sick and tired of me talking about his unusual ways). Either way, reading the biography really opened up my eyes to the importance of innovation so I decided to pass down this knowledge to these women. After a couple of encouraging videos of other women who started micro-enterprises I decided that it would be a great idea for Katie Conner to come up and speak about her experiences when she started Nourish International. She talked about all the many failures she experienced while trying to get Nourish off the ground and how she was able to learn from those failures to create money making ventures that succeeded. I explained that starting a business is all about learning to cope with failures and letting go of the fears that hold you back. I read a quote from Og Mandino, the author of The Greatest Salesman In The World, that spoke about turning your ideas into actions. It talked about the fact that success waits for no one and tomorrow is only in the calendar of fools. We noticed that the women were laughing and enjoyed relating to us while we talked about our failures with trying to raise funds for Nourish and how we learned from those experiences. It’s all true, a lot of the times we feel like idiots and we’re scared of what people are going to think about us when we get out there and try to make something happen, but it always turns out to be a learning experience. At the end of the class one of the women, who we have never heard speak before, stood up and said she spoke on behalf of all the women when she said that they have learned a tremendous amount from our classes and that our lessons have changed the way they think about life and business. At this point Katie F., Tisa, Katie C. and I looked at each other in shock as our jaws dropped. This was the first time we have heard any feedback from them and we could not have been more thankful for the words that came out of her mouth. I told them on behalf of all of us that they have taught us more than we could ever teach them, and that this has been such a unique adventure for all of us. I then dismissed the class, and to my surprise half of the women stayed after class and came up to us to ask us questions about Nourish International, our personal lives and what we have done to overcome the struggles that come our way. I told them about how my parents and I immigrated to the United States when I was seven, how difficult it was for us to adapt to a place where we had no friends or family and how my father started washing cars to support our family while my mom worked as a secretary. I told them about how my parents left our past in Bolivia and forced my brother and I to work hard in and out of school so that we could shape our own paths for the future.

I told them to live a life of adventure and curiosity and fun because the only thing stopping them is death, and hey, we’re all gonna reach that at one point so we might as well continue to live each day as if it were our last, because we never know when we’ll be right. Below are some pictures of our classes!


Much love to all! I’ll be back in just a couple of days!


Some Thoughts

June 5, 2012 | Posted in 2012, Guatemala, NC State, UF | By

Whether one wants to believe that it happened by chance or that some contributory hand of fate caused it, the influences in my life have specifically (and in my opinion purposefully) tailored me into the individual that I have gown into.

My parents are undoubtedly the most intelligent people I have ever encountered. I say that with the utmost substance, in a way that could not be more genuine. I choose the word intelligent to describe them because in my mind, the word encompasses what it means to be all types of smart.  They are the type of clever that includes the ability to succeed in school and trades, to excel with people, to demonstrate inquisitiveness, to be perceptive, and to view life in a holistic way that puts everything into perspective. My dad always taught me the importance of listening to what people have to say, the importance of enjoying all life has to offer. While my mom, the woman with the biggest heart in the entire world, instilled a desire to use what I have been given to challenge the status quo, to make a change for the better.

If you told me two years ago that the random elective that I was placed into was going to even make me think, let alone have a profound impact on my life…I probably would have laughed in your face. However, as life often goes, I was taken by complete surprise. While I was a senior in high school I had the distinct honor of being a student in Dr. David Campbell’s world religions class. Never in my life was I more enthralled by lecture, more determined to allow the insight of a person to penetrate my head and saturate my brain. A particular sentence that he said sticks out above all others. He told us that a person finds his passion when he encounters something for which he is willing to suffer, something for which he is willing to do anything for.

Well Doc C, I’ve found it! I’ve found it, and then some. Casa Del Alfarero deserves to be recognized. Its mission warrants the organization to be put on a pedestal for the world to observe, and hopefully duplicate time and time again. By identifying and  targeting the eight forms of poverty, Casa Del Alfarero aims to provide specific programs to empower people to conquer the circumstances in which they’ve been born into. This mission is something that I whole heartily love being a part of, something that encompasses everything that I have been taught and influenced to value, something that I’d do almost anything to see succeed.

Four times a week, we give English classes to five young people who have the opportunity to travel to the United States in June to visit their sponsor families. Each of them has to write a 4-5 page testimony about how Casa Del Alfarero has impacted their lives. We had them first write it in Spanish, then aided them with the translation. Let me tell you…never have I been more moved then while translating these papers.  Every so often, I have to fake a cough or quickly turn my head away to get a perplexed frown out of my system, before facing them once again with a smile. The first boy whose testimony I translated is named Jonathan, he grew up with his family relying on the garbage dump. Two f his brothers died of disease before reaching adulthood. I read the sentence in which he was describing the death of his brothers, and was completely taken aback. For one, he used the Spanish verb ‘faltar’ for ‘to die’ and I had never seen that verb used in such a way. So, I wasn’t entirely sure what he meant. But then after asking Nicol and reading the context…the truth hit me. I think it physically pained me just translating this sentence. But, I also knew that the world needed to hear his story…

I want to make it clear though, that this boy was not playing on the unfortunate life to get sympathy or charity. His testimony spoke of his unfaltering faith that God’s plan for his life was one that was sure and right. He did not dwell, on or even seem to realize, how many terrible things had happened to him. But instead, wrote page after page about the opportunity for education and love that Casa Del Alfarero and his sponsor parents have presented with him with. Like my good friend Ana Chang told me… “You come to Casa del Alfarero thinking you’re going to help people, but they end up helping you.”

The second testimony I translated was that of the 24 year old girl Susy. This testimony is the one that legitimizes Casa del Alfarero’s mission, the one that proves that success is possible. Susy grew up near the dump, her dad being an alcoholic. Susy studied hard in school and eventually was able to attain a scholarship to a better private school provided by her sponsor parents and Casa. She conveyed to me that her first few years in the private school were very hard for her because everyone else attending had so much money. She was the only poor kid in the entire school, and because of this no one wanted to associate with her. She admitted to me that she came home crying almost everyday, and was ready to quit countless times. She knew though, that if she stayed strong, she would be able to be a model for all the other kids coming out of the dump. So she studied, fought through, and eventually graduated high school with high honors. She earned a place in the University, and was also granted a scholarship. She graduated college, and now works as a teacher… free from the grip of poverty and out of the dump. Education…Opprotunity…Success…Freedom…

I used to think that peace of mind came from ignorance…from not knowing. I used to think that a free mind, a completely satisfied being was only possible if one was unaware of the injustice that exists. Although this isn’t completely wrong, I know now that this mindset is not even close to correct. Peace of mind comes from working as hard as you possibly can, using your talents, to improve the world. I am in no way insinuating that people need to give money or time that they don’t have. I don’t believe people should give easy handouts. I do think that something as simple as being passionate about what you do on a daily basis is good enough to make the change needed.

Many times when I write, I find that I don’t even know what I have sat down to convey until I am finished. Before I start, I just know that I have the desire to share a story with whoever decides to give up the time to read. I believe in the strength of words. I believe that through their complete disregard for boarders of all kind, they have the capability to share thoughts and influence lives throughout humanity.

I hope this post has found you all well!

Katie F.

Remaining Relevant and Present

May 31, 2012 | Posted in 2012, Guatemala, NC State, UF | By

I’m writing this post from the comfortable and occasionally lonely desk we’ve been given at Casa Del Alfarero. Events from the past few weeks have collectively changed my understanding and opinions of “development work”. Below gives a little explanation, and a glimpse into the thoughts constantly running through my mind.

The first couple weeks we were here we were given a small glimpse at the life and reality of this community. We were buried under stories of hardship and moved by tears rolling down the hardened faces of people living in a daily battle against their home, themselves, and their surroundings. We learned of the uncertainty of a meal, of the constant medical threats, and of the hope of breaking free from the grip of slavery to an unstable paycheck. We played with their children, and learned that some wanted to grow up to become graphic designers, chefs, etc. Overall the outlook seemed hopeful, and almost immediately attainable…if only we helped them “just” do this, this, and that.

Just. I’ve struggled with that word my whole life, and I’m realizing the struggle continues in this community. While I’ve struggled against “just” doing that calculus problem correctly, or “just” swinging the golf club the right way, or “just” mustering up enough courage to mold my naturally introverted personality into a more confident and extroverted one, these women have struggled against “just” saving a little money every week when it seems there’s never enough to make it through the present, “just” working together to build a business in a team when the tension is so high with your neighbor that when computer sharing becomes an issue, it breaks out in a fist fight, and “just” taking the risk to purchase an expensive tool or rent out a space to grow your business that may give you the opportunity to really break free of the slavery, or may put you in a worse condition than you already are, a thought almost unbearable to think about.

Since the first two weeks, our little group of middle-class girls from Florida, have increasingly been distanced from the raw circumstance we experienced so intimately in the beginning. Our time has shifted from learning about this community, how they live, and their struggles, to re-working our lesson plans to be as understandable, appropriate and relevant as possible, and creating our business handbook, the most sustainable material gift we will leave behind when we leave Casa Del Alfarero and resume our daily lives worrying about GRE exams, building resume’s, and making the “right” life decisions. Spending more time at our desks, and less time in the presence and homes of the women we’re here for has numbed me to the desperation and pure emotion we experienced before. Keeping that in the back of my mind, as the white walls, and freshly washed floors of Casa Del Alfarero surround me, has proven extremely difficult. The reality has morphed into bits of concept in my brain, and the urge to move faster, get things done quickly, and follow schedules and plans has taken over. I know that I need to fight these urges, and find a middle ground to work the most effectively, but somehow, I need that constant immersion into the problem to really try to understand it.

For example, during our class today, with the Jewelry making group, I felt an overwhelming sense of frustration and helplessness. When we see that one person out of 20 is taking notes, and the only feedback we receive is “I don’t know how much money I spend a month, and no, I won’t track my expenses, because it takes too much time.” It’s very difficult to decide whether the concepts we have been taught to be so integral for managing money and running a business, really are that important and worth pounding into the heads of these women, or, if our lives and experiences are so far removed from their reality that what we’ve learned and find important may certainly be in our own environment, but the translation from middle-class America to poverty stricken Guatemalan slums might leave these concepts worthless and irrelevant. From the beginning, the Jewelry class has given us the most trouble. At this point, I can’t decide if this is a positive thing. Do the negative attitudes of this class, and the more apparent competition between its attendees, give us real information we can use to adjust our plans? Are the other classes, especially the beautician’s class, who take notes, and follow along with the problems, and occasionally ask questions doing so to appease us? It’s such a hard thing to think about especially when we’ve been brought here to be teachers, but with such limited understanding of life here, we end up becoming the students. The jewelry class, which literally breaks us down on Thursday mornings, may be the class that teaches us the most about what is really needed in this community. This may not be anything we can provide now, but if anything it will give us the knowledge that will help us reach success if we choose to dedicate our lives to efforts like these.

Poverty has proven to be such a simple and complex problem. On the one hand…as Paul Polack, a man who has interviewed thousands of poor people across the globe and founder of International Development Enterprises, says: poverty is a simple issue, when you ask a poor person why he is poor, he will tell you it is because he doesn’t have enough money. Therefore the solution is to find ways to make more money. In the case of Polak’s work, almost completely with small rural farmers, that meant taking advantage of low-cost labor in the areas these farmers live in, and focusing on growing high value crops that also require high amounts of labor, such as off-season vegetables, and even high value cash crops. The solution is obvious…I need more money…lets increase the value of my product, find my place in an international market that will pay, and be consistent in providing that product. But, on the other hand, doesn’t education, political power, and having money in the first place really increase your opportunity to make more money? But, again, won’t making more money allow a group of people to get a better education, make even more money, and gain political influence. How can development efforts be focused to really invest in the solutions that will put development workers out of a job? That’s the point isn’t it? At this point, I feel like I’m leaning more towards Polak’s side. I think that allowing people to provide for their basic needs, by making more money in anyway they can do it now, will provide them with the experience, hope, and desire to provide the more for themselves. I believe that working with these women, as hopeless as it sometimes feels, has been an incredible lesson on perseverance, and overcoming obstacles. We know they want to be here, we know they want to learn, and we know they desperately want to improve the lives of their families, but, the translation from wanting to doing comes with a lot more struggle.

Now I have a few random things I’ve been thinking about this past week.

1.) Just for your information, I found out Ashley’s already lying about here age, her brother explained to me, she’s really 4 not 2. This made a lot more sense because I really thought she was really big and advanced for 2.

2.) Hopefully we’ll be climbing Pacaya this weekend, a volcano located near Antigua, if we do, I will be so incredibly happy. Since we’ve gotten here, it has been the one thing I’ve wanted to make sure we do.

3.) Throughout this trip I’ve been hoping for some divine sign telling me what should be the next step in my life. At this point I’m stuggling between a few options, but can’t decide what really is the “right” choice. I think I’ve realized there is no “right” choice and whatever I decide will be what it is, and will end up being something good.

4.) Being here in the city, surrounded with trash, people, and all things created and constructed by people has shown me beauty in a different way than I’ve ever experienced before. Tisa’s observations about our drive to Casa de Alfarero everyday put it beautifully. But, at the same time, it is no match for the natural beauty experienced on a river, in a forest, or immersed in any wild untouched land. Thinking about this reminds me of something Laura, our main contact at Casa del Alfarero said. She explained that she’s worked in many different poverty environments and believed the people here have a “worse” poverty. She talks about the rural villages, who have many struggles of their own, but are surrounded by beauty everyday. The people here are surrounded by garbage. How would this affect you? I could completely understand what she was saying, and that thought reinforces my desire to work with environmental issues. If my efforts can somehow conserve the beauty and resources we find naturally which are undoubtedly more extravagant and perfect than anything man can create, I will be happy. The environment affects everyone in such extreme ways, its quality effects the quality of our resources, our health, the water we drink, the food we grow, and so many other things. If it’s not healthy, how can we expect for humanity to be healthy.

Untill next time…

-Katie C. ☺

Stream of consciousness

May 31, 2012 | Posted in 2012, Guatemala, NC State, Summer Projects, UF | By

Reaching past the halfway mark of our trip, my mind has been jumbled with thoughts and memories I do not want to forget. On our daily drive to work at Casa del Alfarero, located in the dangerous inner city area around the huge Guatemala city dump, we drive over a bridge where we have an amazing view, and a camera just does not do it justice. The lush green hills which we never see in Florida are blemished with shacks made of metal and cardboard, and sometimes if we are lucky with a clear enough day the combination of nature and man-made shelter are breathtaking with the backdrop of an enormous volcano which offers beauty as well as danger. This scene never fails to make me just stop thinking so much, and to just enjoy the strange scene of untraditional beauty.

As a recent college graduate, I worry about all of the things I wish I had done differently so that maybe I would have a clearer sense of what my purpose is in life. I think about if I’m going to make it into dental school, what I could have said to stand out more to my professors, and if I chose the right major and direction of study. After being here for the past couple of weeks I have had some time to look back and connect the dots. I chose to study Psychology and changed my major from Journalism without having a second thought the first day of school my freshman year. At times I felt stupid for not listening to my father and just choosing a science major or going with my childhood dreams of becoming a journalist. But would I have the same interpersonal skills, social intelligence, and ability to feel empathy for the many people I have met who are less fortunate than me if I had not chosen to focus on learning about human behavior? I also used psychology when designing a way to encourage our classes to open up and participate. It involved the use of  a cooperative contingency for the class to work together and encourage more positive interactions in order to receive reinforcement at the end of our final class. My hand dexterity learned from my studies in ceramics (also opposed by my father) has also come to use on this trip as I showed some of the women some new ways to turn paper into tiny stars and pinwheels after they asked me to teach them so they could incorporate it into their jewelry. I believe everything happens for a reason, and my choice in my studies has not been fully explained; but what I’ve witnessed so far is a start, as I realize that I plan to continue humanitarian efforts in my future career. We have met many people here in Guatemala, and I have appreciated their willingness to share their stories with us, and even with the language barrier I can tell that they have a sense of hope for something better. I hope that in our time here we can help them make those hopes become closer to reality.

Accidents. Is there such a thing? What are the chances that in the short month that we are here that an opportunity for renting a space for a beauty salon arose? The one or two women in each class at Casa del Alfarero that actually have a business, run it at home, but this space offers the chance to reach a larger market. I really hope that the space Wendy has been offered can work out, and am excited for our meeting tomorrow with the leaders of Casa del Alfarero to see what their opinion is on the matter. Today we finished an inital draft of the  book/workbook on how to start a business. We had to alter our lesson plans numerous times after finding that things that may come naturally to us must be broken down to many people in our classes, and we incorporated these findings into the construction of our business book. For example, we had to dedicate two lessons just on how to calculate daily variable and fixed expenses in order to gauge what revenues would be needed in order to make a profit. Hopefully this workbook will last long after we’re gone to sustainably help the people of the Guatemalan city dump. I hope it will be edited, modified as time goes by, and passed along to friends and other people who want to rise out of the trash and start their own small businesses.

As I write this blog, I realize that I have many hopes for the results of this project, and I know that not all can not be fulfilled. But as long as we can affect one life, our trip would have been worth it. I feel as I have learned so much while being in Guatemala, especially from the displays of gratitude for what little these people have, and generosity to give what they don’t have. I don’t just hope, but I know this part of our project will stay with me. This generous spirit was present not only in the poor, but across the socio-economic classes. I saw this in the Chengs, the middle class family friends of Katie F. who gave up their beds and treated us with delicious food at every meal. They made us feel so welcome, and even though I had just met them I felt at home. I also saw this generosity in Claudia Yesenia, a woman who welcomed us into her home with walls of metal and cardboard, and doors of blankets. She offered each of us some hot cinnamon coffee while she told us how she at times all that her children, sick father, sister, and sister’s children would eat just a tortilla and butter for dinner. Despite their appearance and how they live, all of the different types of people I have encountered have radiated beauty to me, just like that strangely wonderful scene we drive by every day near the bridge. And as I stand in awe of this beautiful feeling I am able to forget all of my previous worries. Anyways, these worries shouldn’t matter because as the famous quote says no one will remember what I did, or what I said, but they will remember how I made them feel. And that is something  I now strive to focus on.We have less than two weeks left in Guatemala, and I can only hope that that we are able to make an impression on the people of this country as they have on me.

– Tisa